Hearing this reminded me about all the times I've rebelled against God, attempted to bargain with God and questioned His goodness towards me when he didn't immediately rescue me from a depressive mood, or temper my anxiety. Especially during those times when I felt like my mood was "preventing" me from doing all the awesome things floating around in my head, from using the very gifts and talents that He'd given me. Angry because a depressive mood was sabotaging my ability to run with the gooood desires — like Hey, Daughter! — that He’s poured into my heart. Like Lord c’mon this isn’t for me, this is for You. I know, I know as if God needs me or anyone to do things for Him.
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